There’s something magical when St ,and I are together, specially when we’re pressed for time. We make eachother laugh to tears in the most ridiculous ways. Out in public, or at home, we fully live the humour of our nonsense.

From the absurd songs we make up as we go, to the role plays, or the witty come backs, we never stop entertaining eachother. We have so much fun together. We adore hanging out more than a decade ago as friends, now we can’t have enough of eachother living side by side.

We are blessed by our relationship. We’ve spent most of our lives feeling lonely, and misunderstood. Now, we have a best friend to confide in, and play with everyday. We cherish our fortune.

Gratitude Journal:

I’m grateful to be sensei farts.

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It’s been a pleasant surprise to complete this weeks physics homework, without any struggles. My foreboding mind choses to stay on guards, the upcoming modules may get harder.

Outside of studying, it was St’s, and I 5th month anniversary. We celebrated with a keto pancakes breakfast, and a delicious salsa trukey wings wings meal. I’ve been enjoying using my home grown cilantro for our dishes. Another culinary extravaganza day. Some say cooking is love made visible, and we sure like to display our love.

The calm slow comforting pace of domestic romance reigns. My ingrained patterns of survival are loosening their grip. Maybe one day I’ll be able to spend most of my days anxiety free. This peace was long longed.

Gratitude Journal:

I’m grateful for my good fortune.

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I woke up more energized today, and tackled a fair bit of studying. It’s surprising how mild disregulation can disable my brain from computing. Knowing this alows me to do the right thing; recover first, than get back to my books twice as hard.

This weekend, St needs some much needed rest. We’ve planned for him to sleep-in, relax, and let go. On my side, I’ll study hard to catch up for my the days I couldn’t earlier this week. So far, the new chapter in physics is manageable. I won’t speak too quickly though, there’s always curve balls.

I’m enjoying my new life. Coexisting is a blessing. Domestic bliss — complete regulation. With that stability, and emotional support, I’m closer to my study dreams.

Gratitude Journal:

I’m grateful for uncontrollable laughter with St.

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Push through brain fog to learn stuff is not cool. The only good thing about today os that I receivedy heade for my first math homework. 50/50 thanks to my awesome tutor. Yes I did some of the work, but he made sure all added up.

I’m groggy, cranky, and hungry. I don’t feel like blogging, and I just want to ear, and sleep at the same time. It’s a, “world leave me alone”, evening. St is in a similar mood too. We’ll watch some Cobra Kai before climbing in bed after a demanding day.

Gratitude Journal:

I’m grateful for the cool crisp Fall air.

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Judith's Squirrels

Judith's Squirrels

Daily diary of a student entering university at forty. Just writing for me. Kaizenka, ex-nomade, foodie, and health nerd.