Growth, and novelty I depend on. Without this fertile ground, and sun, my soul cripples into an abyss of despair. My new found stability grants me the privilege of fully exploring my potential. Under the levelled constancy, and nurturing love of my beloved, we witness my blossoming. My healing seems…

Weeks vanish. I turn around,and witness that already a third of the year flew by unnoticed. Finals are approaching, and I’m already preparing, and intensifying my studies. I’ve been particularly good, not falling behind this semester. I want to be on time, not at the last minute, in my school…

Since childhood, I’ve had a very hard time making friends, especially friends of my age, and even harder, finding reliable female friends. It didn’t get easier over time, and it’s quite critical at this point I put my trust in someone other than St. During my Spring break, I visited…

This time, it’s not my inner narrator motivating me to write; I need to talk. I need to feel someone is listening somewhere, somehow, on the other end. I want to be able to express my feelings fully without getting sidetracked. Stress is high lately even if things are great…

My integrals final went well, at least from my perspective. Only my grade will tell if I, in fact, performed decently. I could complet one very hard question, and I’m doubtful of another question’s answer, but as a whole, I understood the strategies to adopt. My struggle was with algebraic…

I’m not talking about some spiritual awakening. I managed to wake up around 6 am. This hasn’t happened in weeks. Getting out of bed without feeling drained remains a daily battle. Motivation abounds, while energy doesn’t show up. Chronic fatigue seeps in every corner of my life. On this new…

I may have taken a five week blogging break, but the voice that thinks about what to write next never stopped. After two years of daily writing, my brain rewired to think in terms of posts; my inner dialogue is forever transformed. …

My first exam went pretty well today. I found solutions for all the questions, and hopefully was on the right path. I managed to control my stress, and kept a good energy level for the non-stop four hours I was at it. Adopting an adult outlook on the situation did…

A two years habit won’t go away that easily. I don’t have to blog, but I want to free my minf before bed. I managed to sleep well throughout the weekend which has helped going back to my books. I just submitted my last math quizz, and will be finishing…