A little less distraction
I’m writing this post on the bus on my way home after doing part of my Chemistry quizzes. I’m reassessing my energy levels now that the neurostimulants have worn off. I’m definitely less energetic, but I’ve gained in emotional stability. I was talking to my study mate who also takes the same neurostimulants as I am, and he also is struggling to maintain his balance during this exam period. Since we both started our medication as adults in the past few months, we do exchange our experiences to see how it affects us. We gain insight as we evaluate our respective situations.
Outside of trying to balance my health, I’m realizing that I may not have performed as well as I thought in my chemistry exam. I’m noticing a lot of mistakes as I’m restudying the material. It’s good to stay calm, and cultivate confidence, but practice is needed too. I’ll have to figure out a way to improve my practice so I can do more exercises without wasting too much time, when I’m stuck on a question. I need to find balance between being methodical vs perfectionist.
The days pass, but I'm still trying to adjust to this student lifestyle. I like it, though I'll have to figure out ways not to let my self-esteem tank when I don't perform to the high of my expectations. Wisdom is an ongoing quest.
