A two years habit won’t go away that easily. I don’t have to blog, but I want to free my minf before bed. I managed to sleep well throughout the weekend which has helped going back to my books. I just submitted my last math quizz, and will be finishing transcribing my last math assignment. From a wonderland trip, to a crash landing back to reality I’m copping.
I got an hour of tutoring which really helped, and I’m now at the stage of final studying. First, physics, than math. I gotta push through, and keep my anxity in check. I often look at my fridge where I left my latest moto: “Anxiety is stupid, stupid is counterproductive”. Neurologically, our frontal cortex can’t work if we’re overly stressed, therfore we truly become stupid under the influence of anxiety. Battling chronic fatigue everyday, the last thing I need is to waist my precious energy, and time letting my brain go on a looney ride. My moto reminds me to breath, and gain perspective. Since idiocy highly annoys me, I don’t want to annoy myself. Of course, the one judging intellect is the one most likely to be lacking it. I know my strengths but I have to stay mindful of my shortcomings.
Sleepiness is taking control of my body, and mind at this point. It will be it for now. Night night.