A stammering brain in need of rest
“What dimension am I in right now?” Before, my question to state I was very busy was: “What planet am I on?”, because my travels where constant. Now, studying science is my new constant and I sometimes forget what scientific plane I function in.
Everytime I think I’ll have to accept failing a class, I some way some how find a solution. Thanks the the power of the internet, it’s a matter of listening to videos after videos and reading articles till it finally starts making sense. It’s hard, really hard.
Yesterday, I finished my tutoring at 9 pm and still had to ride the bus back from school. I get to school early, read on the bus, study before class and than start pilling more notions on top of the barely acquired ones. Than I take a short lunch break before diving in an other class. I take an afternoon snack and hit the books solo till nothing makes sense anymore. This is where I’m at now.
I’m to busy to think of the past, present or future this week. I’m okay stepping away from the sorrow of the breakup with P, though it seems to become a little more bearable each day. Hopefully, it doesn’t punch me in the gut on my only day off.
For now, studying is the only thing I cam think of and do. Let’s expand that brain!
