Calm and quiet
Those are things I’ve missed for a long time. Moving through the day at my own pace, quietly and calmly. My soul is rejoicing in the simple pleasures of a peaceful existence. I want to cultivate more and more of those relaxing times in the future. My body needs it as well as my creativity.
I’ve even switched to lyric less music to maintain this meditative state. I will have to find the living accommodation in the future that will sustain my quest for peace. I keep dreaming of a tiny home of course, but while I study, an intermediate option would be great. I’ll be looking for a new place in the new year, hopefully my search renders successful.
A day away from my books helped resting my brain, and I started reviewing my highschool math again today. Like the turtle, I’m making progress one slow step at a time. Luckily, with lesser stress, better understanding follows.
It seems like my every shores is infused with love lately. Yes, I do procrastinate a bit before more difficult tasks, but a deeper part of me knows it’s for my well-being. Life habits motivated by self-nurturing gratify me more now that I turn to my inner guidance to judge my performance. I think I may be reaching a new stage of maturity; one based on compassionate self-sufficiency. Practice makes perfect so I will keep doing what I’m doing till it becomes my default routine.