Further adulting
I turned on my computer to write my blog and got sidetracked doing my taxes; that’s a first! Being completed to complete that work before doing what I enjoy is highly unusual but beneficial. Some say that when you have big enough problems to solve, the small problems no longer seem demanding. I’m glad that my move across the country and entering university has me doing my taxes without winning—another surprise adulting moment.
My mind still has a hard time comprehending all this though I’m not complaining, and I will let it happen as often as possible. I mean, procrastination is barely putting up a fight. What is happening to me? Could it be the result of following my drama? Life opening the way as I walk towards my destiny. Who knows? I’m just enjoying this resistance-less journey right now. I think decades of uncertainty and questioning have led to an instinctual motivation inspired by this newfound clarity. Not being held hostage by indecision, the decisional energy I save allows me to do so much more.
I napped multiple times, studied, took a nice beautiful walk along the river and even bathed my feet in the water. I treated myself to some poutine and ate it in the park and could have been happier to enjoy this sunny day. A long chat with my Singapore friend reminded me of how much I miss travelling, but I’m excited to have him over this time and show him my little piece of the world, when the pandemic will be over, of course.
The person taking over my lease finally received and signed his documents online, and I’m getting closer to my new home each day. I hope I get an answer next week for my University application. I can’t wait to be an official full-time student and apply for adequate student funding. The way things are with the economy at this point, taking refuge in the academic world is a haven. Every fibre of my being feels it’s where I must be, and events keep pushing me in that direction.
I’ll enjoy following the current effortlessly as it takes me on a new life chapter. What joy after years of battling against the current.
