In a flash
What a day! From being triple booked at one point of the day to finally starting to comprehend my algebra class, I kept going. In the midst of my school overlapping classes, two major events happened. First, I got my ADD meds, and will start tomorrow my treatment. Second, P has answered my question, and are roads will split from now.
In a way, I’m revealed to stay single. Relationships are so much work that with school, I don’t know if I would have been able to manage. I got the closure I needed, my emotions were confirmed, and my sorrow got valided. A chapter of my life came to an end. I’m leaving my heart as is till the right woman comes in my life. I’ve made up my mind, I want an emotionally centered relationship where sexual interactions are none essential. A deep emotional connection that creates intimacy is all I want. This is incredibly demanding so until I find ways to manage my energy levels, I’ll focus on myself.
Beyond receiving my ADD medication, I discussed a potential other avenue for my chronic fatigue. I’ll be passing further tests next week to see if it could be related to my periode or hormonal cycle. Stabilizingy energy levels is my priority right now. The new medication is a stimulant, and it will give me a boost, but I don’t want to artificially feel better, nether does my doctor. More investigation will take place till solutions come to ligh.
I’m ending this day with a mix of pride for my academic achievements, questions for my health, and some sorrow for having truly ended my last romance. That was a lot so time to sleep it off.