Dec 6, 2022
In awe
The landscape, the food, the romance, and acing a perfect score on my thrid physic’s homework. I’m mesmerized by how surreal life can be. Yes, St, and I are learning to work together, and communicate well, but it’s done with so much love. I’m so lucky.
Before leaving for this adventure, I was revisiting the concept of emotional regulation, and how it’s a privilege of the fortunate. Thanks to St’s loving generosity, I now can tap in this privilege for the first time in my life. Workout issues is a breeze when you can go back to stability. What a wonderful I chose.
Tomorrow is the big day. I’ll stop writing on a daily, and only let myself be. After two years it will feel strange. We’ll see if this desire to blog will persiste, for now, I’m taking in the epic birthday trip I planned for myself.
