It doesn’t get easier
Courage. I need to tap in all my inner strength to keep pushing as I smash my head one problem after the next with physics. Ugh! I wish I had a brain built to perceive the world in that fashion. At least, if someone could find a way to leverage storytelling teaching methods for this subject, it would make it more manageable. My brain is old school, and it wants to stick to the ancestral learning ways.
For now, I have to rest. I’m not satisfied with my performance today, but I have to accept it. It seems that performance day-after-day isn’t my thing. I gotta try harder.
On one hand, I know that learning demands a stress free mind. Yet, how can I stay calm when I’m stuck at understanding the base notions? I just wish I could master physics as well as I understand biology. I wish the words would mean something, and that the maths would add up. I don’t know if my expectations towards my learning curve is unrealistic, but I feel dumb. I know it’s not true, but having such a hard time is discouraging. All I can do is roll up my sleeves even higher, and dig further.
Luckily, I slept well last night, and I should do so tonight as well. I also had a chiro appointment which has relaxed my muscles. I hope tomorrow will be better, and that I get more done. To be positive, I won’t need to do more physics after this since it’s not required by my future university to enter the microbiology, and immunology program. It’s only a few more weeks till I return to my strengths.
