Stabilizing

Judith's Squirrels
1 min readMar 24, 2022

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Finally, it was about time my energy, and mood stopped jumping, and diving. The past month was exhausting, but it seems my new medication is working. Thank goodness, the jitters of the previous ADD meds is gone. I can start focusing, and performing reliably again, I hope if the tendency maintains itself.

From algebra, to chemistry, to my depression management workshop, I flew from one thing to another without resistance. Yesterday as well was productive, and expect tomorrow to be the same. With in a week or so, I should be able to know if I found the right medication balance. As things are good at the moment, I’ll make sure to maximize my study time.

Today’s depression management workshop rose interesting points about our social circles. I realized that if I don’t express my needs, and feelings, my friends can’t respond accordingly. I’ll have a few conversations over the weekend to clear the air. This will reduce some stress from ambivalence.

The bus is full of inebriated students. I could hear some base sounds from a party happening somewhere on campus while completing my homework. The city is slowly coming back to life as restrictions will be soon lifted. For my part, what I’m eager for is to start spinning again. Soon, very soon I will be sweating my life away to loud beats.

Gratitude Journal :

I’m grateful for stability.

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Judith's Squirrels
Judith's Squirrels

Written by Judith's Squirrels

Completed diary of a student entering university at forty. Just writing for me. Kaizenka, ex-nomade, foodie, and health nerd.

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